speaking out loud

pretending you're happy for someone can be one of most
painful feeling. not that you shouldn't be, but knowing that
that someone can do better with someone else is very frustrating.
wanting to say that it should be ended so that no one else will get
may seem very selfish, but how will you know if it's for their own
good? to me the line between selfishness and doing the right thing
is very thin that it clouds one's judgement.. hoping for the better
is the only thing that can be done right now.. believing that everything
has a reason and that the piece of puzzle will always fall into the right place.